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Our Psychic Living RoomKnowing his impressive biography, it’s easy to gloss over the fact that Wallace hanged himself. He was a diagnosed depressive who had been on a dinosaur of a mood regulator called Nardil for most of his adult life. Hal Incandenza, James Orin Incandenza, and Kate Gompert in Infinite Jest personify Wallace’s depression, which he describes in great detail in the short stories “Good Old Neon” and “The Depressed Person.” Despite its obvious presence in his fiction, Wallace was secretive about his depression; only family members and close friends were aware of the condition.
The premature death of a writer always elicits a curiosity in his or her work that might not have been around while he or she was alive. Lately, more and more people have begun reading Wallace. These same readers have taken to the agora of the blogosphere, with mixed results. As one might expect, the most enthusiastic pro-Wallace rhetoric comes from my demographic (privileged under- and postgraduates): “Infinite Jest feels very real, with the underlying premise that we must read, write, or talk ourselves out of the metafictional spiral; that it is actually urgent that we connect with the world, not hide from it with drink or drugs or television or literary skill.” This came from someone whose nom de guerre is MimiSmartypants and who actually sacrificed her beer money to buy a hardcover copy of Infinite Jest. A blogger I’ll call A. N. writes this about a short story, “The Planet Trillaphon as It Stands in Relation to the Bad Thing,” that the young Wallace published in the Amherst Review: The story, “which bears most of his stylistic earmarks circa Infinite Jest, grapples with themes that would echo throughout much of his work to follow: infinity, fear, the risk of autobiography, fiction as an event, the struggle to empathize—the struggle to simply be in one’s own skin. All of this with a keen and self-aware sense of humor which dares you not to let Wallace’s cheeky, vigorous and, behind all that, ultimately hurt voice crawl into your head and stay there.” If nothing else, this is proof that there is an online community of fervent young readers sitting shivah for their fallen king and that at least some teenagers with Internet access also read, and do so voraciously. Take that, op-ed alarmists!
Alongside the child bloggers is a contingent of well-read adults intrigued by Wallace’s death and rumors of his difficulty. They puzzle through the text a lot more carefully and ploddingly than some of my overenthusiastic contemporaries and emerge with theories about what really happens to the bedridden Don Gately at the end of Infinite Jest or what’s really wrong with the psychotic grade school teacher in the short story “The Soul Is Not a Smithy.” Some of them complain about how much of Wallace’s fiction lacks a proper ending, which is a legitimate complaint. Nearly all of their reviews end with a paragraph break followed by a single sentence: “I’ll need to read it again.”
Finally, there is a small but outspoken anti-Wallace junta, people who read the novels just to a) exhort potential readers to stick with Wallace’s nonfiction, b) dismiss Wallace as a pretentious brat hiding behind a silkscreen of clever metafiction, c) dismiss Wallace as someone who’s got literary chops but fails to deliver anything meaningful because he’s just a walking thesaurus and/or pile of degrees.
Who knows what all this attention might have done to the late Wallace, whose relationship with his critics was always pretty genial? It would have been business as usual. Either Wallace loses his puppy-doggish admirers in a labyrinth of deeper thought—“[The media is] this machine that has you out here, asking about my reaction to a phenomenon that consists largely of your being out here. . . . [I]t’s all very strange”—or puts them at ease with his self-deprecating sense of humor: “A lot of this [attention], it’s nice, I would like to get laid out of it a couple of times, which has not in fact happened. I didn’t get laid on this tour.” For Wallace, the admiration of readers was always a small miracle— people reading my stuff, and liking it?—which should do a good deal to disabuse readers of any ideas about him being an imperious literary trickster who wrote difficult fiction just to get people to talk about him. With Wallace, what you see is what you get. His sentences may be stem-winding, but they’re earnest. In fact, most of Wallace’s fiction is so un-ironic and nonhipster that critics have actually accused it of risking sentimentality.

Great job delving into DFW's fiction and addressing the oft-overlooked fact that his fiction and non-fiction tend to differ wildly.
Like you pointed out, there is a lot of emerging material on DFW, be it commentary, professional scholarship or amatuer scholarship. I'm concerned with how much of this zeros in on his death and/or depression.
I think Wallace's death has led to a sharper critical eye on his subject matter that dealt with depression. Our intro to Kate Gompert has been read much more closely since 2008. 'The Depressed Person' has been heavily scrutinized, as has the brilliant 'Good Old Neon.'
I worry that some of the posthumous examinations of DFW are missing the forest from the trees. As you (and the likes of Lipsky) have pointed out, DFW's primary concern was to capture the feeling of being ALIVE today, and the firepower it takes to get to that point. He was also intensely private about his own depression, and wrote often on the horrors of solipsism. I think you combine these factors, and you have a writer who was interested in far more than dropping hints and herrings about whatever darkness may have been in his own head.
I'm glad there's so much out there that still celebrates the humanity of his work, rather than grinding away at the factors of his death.
This is the first time I've commented on anything online - be it a blog, article, whatever. I've been a Wallace fan since a couple years before he died, and have friends and even family members who share my fandom. That means I get to talk about Dave quite often. And what all my conversations about Dave have come down to is perfectly distilled in your piece here. Reading this was edifying, enlightening, and ultimately gave me the feeling Dave gave all of us, which is, "I am not alone."
Because Infinite Jest is a large book, doesn’t make it great. I found it entertaining and well written but I also found myself thinking that I was reading a Bret Easton Ellis novel. Ditto his short stories. As an essayist he proved his knowledge of a subject and skill to present an argument in a witty and dogmatic manner. But the history of literature is littered with such essayists; very few of whom can be seen as ‘genius’, just simply able in the work that they did.
The speed at which critics are so apt to apply the ‘genius’ tag on work that is pretty ordinary, is not only lazy but also a sign of pessimism: they feel there really is nothing of great substance out there.
I am aware that it is readers who first ‘discovered’ Wallace and forced academia and critics alike to look at it. However the role of academia and critics is one of leadership in suggesting particular works, they should not be taking their cue from a bunch of enthusiastic readers. Much of this article seems to simply be a rehash of views that have been posted on the internet by Wallace’s fans.
I know this is a throwaway comment, but really now? "A blogger I’ll call A. N." happens to be about as well published as you are (BANR aside), and the post you quote from appeared on HTMLgiant, one of the biggest, trendiest (I use the term neutrally) litblogs around. I'd *like* to believe there are hordes of teenaged bloggers like him, but he just isn't a representative "child blogger", as you so winningly put it.
Still more relevantly, Alec Niedenthal (who, by the way, you really should have credited--how would you feel about this essay being discussed, unlinked to, as by "A critic I'll call R.F."?) is barely younger than you are. It makes your dissociation from his reading and implicit identification with the "contingent of well-read adults. . . [who] puzzle through the text a lot more carefully" rather puzzling. Maybe there's some huge in-joke here that I'm missing, but otherwise you could probably learn a few things from DFW re: the supposedly childish matter of "the struggle to simply be in one’s own skin."
One last thing, which I might have been kind enough to leave out if you'd shown a little more charity yourself: everything in this essay following "A lot of important-sounding people" could have been replaced by a link to Wallace's graduation address, which a search for "Wallace graduation" turns up immediately. Yes, DFW was all about empathy and connection and human decency at base. We know this--he told us so.
I know this is a throwaway comment, but really now? "A blogger I’ll call A. N." happens to be about as well published as you are (BANR aside), and the post you quote from appeared on HTMLgiant, one of the biggest, trendiest (I use the term neutrally) litblogs around. I'd *like* to believe there are hordes of teenaged bloggers like him, but he just isn't a representative "child blogger", as you so winningly put it.
Still more relevantly, Alec Niedenthal (who, by the way, you really should have credited; how would you feel about this essay being discussed, unlinked to, as by "A critic I'll call R.F."?) is barely younger than you are. It makes your dissociation from his reading and implicit identification with the "contingent of well-read adults. . . [who] puzzle through the text a lot more carefully" rather puzzling. Maybe there's some huge in-joke here that I'm missing, but otherwise you could probably learn a few things from DFW re: the supposedly childish matter of "the struggle to simply be in one’s own skin."
One last thing, which I might have been kind enough to leave out if you'd shown a little more charity yourself: everything in this essay following "A lot of important-sounding people" could have been replaced by a link to Wallace's graduation address, which a search for "Wallace graduation" turns up immediately. Yes, DFW was all about empathy and connection and human decency at base. We know this--he told us so.
In DFW essay on irony, he describes what he hopes future writers will do. But, in effect, I believe he's simply describing his own work:
"The next real literary “rebels” in this country might well emerge as some weird bunch of anti-rebels, born oglers who dare somehow to back away from ironic watching, who have the childish gall actually to endorse and instantiate single-entendre principles. Who treat of plain old untrendy human troubles and emotions in U.S. life with reverence and conviction. Who eschew self-consciousness and hip fatigue. These anti-rebels would be outdated, of course, before they even started. Dead on the page. Too sincere. Clearly repressed. Backward, quaint, naïve, anachronistic. Maybe that’ll be the point. Maybe that’s why they’ll be the next real rebels.
Real rebels, as far as I can see, risk disapproval. The old postmodern insurgents risked the gasp and squeal: shock, disgust, outrage, censorship, accusations of socialism, anarchism, nihilism. Today’s risks are different. The new rebels might be artists willing to risk the yawn, the rolled eyes, the cool smile, the nudged ribs, the parody of gifted ironists, the “Oh how banal.” To risk accusations of sentimentality, melodrama. Of overcredulity. Of softness. Of willingness to be suckered by a world of lurkers and starers who fear gaze and ridicule above imprisonment without law. Who knows."
Thank you. You've done me a personal service. Since his death, I have a read a number of articles about Mr. Wallace, some of them quite interesting to me. I've even, I think, read an essay by him.
Your article has now convinced me that I do not want to read him and need not worry about that anymore.
I hope your arrogance eats you alive.
Regards
Dan